celina
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While we were waiting, staying, hesitating, it could of been me and you..<3
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Post by celina on Mar 5, 2006 21:28:45 GMT -5
i go threw times when i think im really fat and stuff, and like i dont eat, not to healthy but i cant help it.. but i have never told anyone.. and now cassa knows,, dont tell cassapoo.
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Post by Gina-ba-beena on Mar 6, 2006 7:08:42 GMT -5
^^Yep same. I think most teenage girls go through a similar type of thing.
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Post by paintbabylover0518 on Mar 6, 2006 18:44:14 GMT -5
i diet... i dont think im fat, but im not skinny either, i just dont like my body
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Post by Erin on Mar 6, 2006 19:07:15 GMT -5
Last year I was borderline anorexic. I still ate, but I barely ate. Like, Id only eat a little when my family was around because I had to. That went on for several months, until one day I passed out in the parking lot of the grocery store. I slowly came out of that funk, but now Im falling back into it. I want to but I dont want to at the same time. I really need to lose about 5-10 pounds. The oral surgery helps because I have to be careful about what I eat, I can't eat much at a time or else it will take me 2 hours, and i dont want to eat too often because of the prodedure I have to do for the next month.
So yeah. I struggle with my body image and weight. I'd never cut or get involved with self-mutilation.
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Post by Erin on Mar 6, 2006 19:08:43 GMT -5
But also....I know it's not healthy. And Celina, and everyone else who struggles it whether you've mentioned it or not, please don't get stuck in the rut of not eating, etc. It really isn't healthy.
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Post by janessa on Mar 6, 2006 19:44:53 GMT -5
yeah it really isnt, i did when i was 14 cause i wanted to loose weight so bad. i lost like 20 pounds, and i've been able to keep it off. but now i just diet, i dont do that anymore, it isnt cool. i passed out once too. and i would black out all the time
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celina
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Post by celina on Mar 6, 2006 21:07:10 GMT -5
Erin some times i cant eat, like i just look at the food and it just looks grose, like its kinda like i'v tricked myself into thinking food is grose. like today, i only ate a peanut butter and jam sandwich because jeff makes me eat.
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celina
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Post by celina on Mar 6, 2006 21:07:31 GMT -5
and i dont want him to suspect anything.
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Post by Erin on Mar 6, 2006 21:43:15 GMT -5
Trust me, I know the feeling Try eating small portions. Tonight at dinner I ate small portions of everything. At lunch I had a cheese quesadilla. For breakfast I drank this yogurt smoothie thing. It really wasnt much food, and it's a little healthier than eating only once a day (although Ive been there too). Just take care of yourself. You're not fat. Ive seen your pics
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celina
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While we were waiting, staying, hesitating, it could of been me and you..<3
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Post by celina on Mar 6, 2006 21:45:07 GMT -5
i know im not FAT.. but im not the way i;d like to be, like i dont know how to explain it, i guess im just scared to get fat,
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Post by Erin on Mar 6, 2006 22:41:29 GMT -5
I know the feeling. I know I'm not obese, but I'm not how I want to be. And yeah. Just take care of yourself, ok?
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Post by paintbabylover0518 on Mar 7, 2006 6:57:11 GMT -5
im the exact way celina
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Post by Gina-ba-beena on Mar 7, 2006 7:26:15 GMT -5
Well, from what I can tell with pictures, none of you all are fat, an you're all very pretty. (Especially you Jayness, TIGER!! ;D ). I'm really tall, 6' 2'' (hence why I have a huge ass horse ), so for me weight really isnt an issue because I'm so lanky, but for me it isnt so much what my peer think about me, it's MY personal feelings for my body.
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celina
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While we were waiting, staying, hesitating, it could of been me and you..<3
Posts: 43
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Post by celina on Mar 7, 2006 17:21:10 GMT -5
... steph, isnt it soo annyoing sometime, i just hate it.
Thanks Erin:) !!
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Post by Cassandra on Mar 7, 2006 17:51:47 GMT -5
Celina why would I tell anyone? I'm the same way... only I'm not as skinny as you guys... but no matter how much I eat or how little I eat I can't loose weiight... it's like I'm stuck like this forever!!!! But everyone goes through it celina I would never tell anyone
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